I've Come To Realize

You might have noticed that I'm here a bit more. Its my Q2 2009 resolution. I've come to realize that writing here is important to me and to those of you who miss me when I don't post. I don't know how long I'll sustain it, but here are my other realizations:

1. I've come to realize that my job...is my drug.

2. I've come to realize that when I'm driving...I love to sing and I'd better not be disturbed.

3. I've come to realize that I need....more muscle tone.

4.I've come to realize that I have lost...so much of my creativity.

5. I've come to realize that I hate it when...the phone rings at home.

6. I've come to realize that if I'm drunk...its a rare and priceless occurance.

7. I've come to realize that money...needs to come in just the right amounts. Not too much, not too little.

8. I've come to realize that certain people...don't understand the faces I make and are frightened of me.

9. I've come to realize that I'll always...be a "faller" and a klutz.

10. I've come to realize that my mom...made me what I am and protected me so well.

11. I've come to realize that my cell phone...is critical to my happiness.

12. I've come to realize that when I woke up this morning...I was disproportionately happy to be alone to go work out and watch a show.

13. I've come to realize that last night before I went to sleep...my husband still had the TV on and I can't believe I fell asleep- that being the case.

14. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking...about why I can't go on more vacations.

15. I've come to realize that my dad...though, flawed, possesed much of what I find attractive in men--contradictions. He could kick some ass but he cried at weddings. He was from Maine but he wore cowboy hats. He loved that I could stand on my own two feet, but he was ready to catch me. He was obsessive, but could let it go.

16. I've come to realize that today...was non-stop.

17. I've come to realize that tonight....I can't wait to wash my face.

18. I've come to realize that tomorrow...could be good.

19. I've come to realize that I really want to...be a better friend.

20. I've come to realize that life...is a total crapshoot. "Man plans, God laughs."

21. I've come to realize that my friends...like to move to Germany.

22. I've come to realize that this year...is flying by.

23. I've come to realize that maybe I should....get a housekeeper.

24. I've come to realize I love...T-ball.

25. I've come to realize that I don't understand...people who spend too much time planning and not enough time doing and trying.

26. I've come to realize my past...is pretty boring. But that's OK.

27. I've come to realize that parties...are horrible.

28. I've come to realize that I'm totally terrified...of socialism.

29. I've come to realize that my life...is spectacular.